December will probably forever be a hard month for me. Two HUGE events happened in Decembers past...both sad. Even though both events have changed me for the better it is sometimes hard for me to put all those memories and such in the past.
I'm vowing to not continue to be such a mess and to genuinly learn from my mistakes. But it is sooo hard for me to see pass what I've been through and to give people a chance. And once I have given someone a chance and put my emotions into something I feel like it blows up in my face.
So, I will definately learn from my mistakes but please don't expect me to put my heart into anything that can so easily be distroyed.
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